Convinced of this Emma had so far prevented herself to love Teo physically decisasi for lack of strength, not to continue waiting in that ungrateful company now that the fate (ol'enorme brush) concedesse the magical meeting soon. Suspended between wanting el'accadere Emma is preparing. She believes that Teo is an experienced man, a person rarely does not rise to the occasion, but mainly wants to make him happy. His readings are designed to prevent a bad figure, but to give her man the greatest satisfaction possible, even bliss. If the experience can not guarantee any results, perhaps the theory will help, we hope Emma and giggling like a teenager discovering sex for the first time, rehearses in the mirror.
If Teo saw her in such Mannerist attempts, of course I find it less attractive, but only because more is impossible that the doctor does not think of her. He is even think obvious, but has never known a woman like Emma. It is so different from him, but its strangeness does not frighten him, fascinates him, sometimes overwhelms him. Having to talk about Emma has the feeling of having to change the meaning of words, when describing as confused and would like to suggest that it is the fault of the world that does not give the signals it needs, calling it unrealistic, try to explain that if she had not met it would be impossible to conceive, so much outside the box which is used to.
While Emma curious and excited flips through the pages of his books, Teo decided that the next day will ask you to spend the weekend at his home in the mountains. The fate of this time has decided to stand by their side.
"It may seem stupid, I already know, but I told my parents that I went to see Rachel"
"I guess I'll have them do not even ask. So not only did you lie, but you did it for no reason. Admit it: they have called specifically to tell him? "
" Of course, if then I had tried them today or tomorrow? They would have alarmed not found at home, know that when I go out almost never work, "
" I've done for this? Not to worry about them? What a devoted daughter! Do you think I thought I did not want to start with a weight on his shoulders, I wanted to be sure that it can not be discovered '
"You'd be willing to know?"
"I can not wait!"
"Really?"
"Emma, \u200b\u200bI would have no difficulty in having to meet yours, because the little that I have told me they look like nice people, do not feel like a sinner who asks to be redeemed. I am in love with you, not your Registrar. Who knows, maybe then, knowing them, they learn something more of you "
" No, no, wait a minute, repeat! Repeat, please, again! I can not give heed to these silly ears rabbit, may have misunderstood, how can I do to hear it? I expected a reprimand and was there to make trallallerolà and he said something important, perhaps, he said a wonderful thing, but we must be certain, Emma? Emma? Emma! "
" Emma, \u200b\u200bwhat is it? "
Emma looks at him without speaking, have little confidence in their ears, but not their eyes, perhaps they can obtain confirmation that the voice is not able to ask. Teo now know enough to read and interpret that look.
"I love you, Emma"
not crying, not faint, do not tremble, do not sweat, Emma is still. These are just a few seconds, but seem to Teo hours. Then he decided to gamble, the more intrepid of an avid player, raises the stakes up to a thousand thoughts and allows his voice to take, without any censorship
"There are days when I do not have the strength to leave the house. I could not even go buy bread, not only because I do not know which to choose, but because I would not answer when the clerk asks, "Whose turn is it?". I would stay there, still, in the hope that an honest person to tell me.
There are times that I keep my blinds drawn, but also a faint light is too blinding, I can not see my body because I get clumsy, unseemly even sick. I feel inadequate in the world, I feel I do not belong, to be an illegitimate daughter.
It is as if I were to live elsewhere, but I did not know where and if I knew I could not get there. I would not go because I have a few but very good reasons that tie me to this world. One of these, the most exceptional and I feel he deserves even less than the others, it's you. I have loved you from what you gave me that kiss on the forehead. I love your confidence, your self, your experience and your profession. I loved the way you look at me and as I stroked his head. I could not do without your voice engaging and reassuring. I could not give up your scent that drives me, seduces me and relaxes me. Close to you I like myself more because I make better, more serene, more balanced, more beautiful.
For me it's so easy to love you, Teo, but I was convinced that would be too difficult for you to love me. "
" It is not, but even if he had continued to do so. Mine is not a decision, is something different, something better. "
0 comments:
Post a Comment